I don't wanna fight it anymore[Permalink]
I'm starting to feel better, but I worry that tomorrow I will be feeling bad again. This weekend has been wasted (as so many of mine are). I had plans today--they did not happen. I wasn't feeling up to it by the time they finally came around to fruition. It's funny, because it had initially been my idea, so to back out on it felt like the biggest of cop outs. I still feel bad about it.
I have been texting with my sister a lot when she has the time. It's still so empty here, and my parents are beginning to fight. I'd like to get away from that, but there's nowhere else to really go.
I worry that I will not do well on the papers I must write soon.
I will feel better soon.
| Comments | Posted on Saturday, March 20, 2010 |