This is not a secret journal.

Well, maybe in a sense it is. There are just some things I cannot or choose not to say in front of people I know, or the people who read my public journal. By nature, I am a generally private person when it comes to my emotions, and for some reason it brings me a certain level of embarrassment to express them.

In my public journal I feel that I have to censor myself to keep a certain image or to protect the feelings of the people I love the most. Maybe it is asinine on my part, but I can’t help that.

More than anything I need a place that is just mine where I can express myself without fear of repercussions. It’s not that I feel that I can’t share this with other people, I honestly just don’t want to sometimes.

People need at least one thing that is completely theirs to have. This is my one thing.

That is about the best explanation you will get out of me in regards to this journal.