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12/19/2008 10:35:11 PM

you are what you are...i did not marry an alcoholic. not that i know of, anyway, and yet here we are. you have been sober 4 days this month. 4 days. i am tired of the drama. i do not know how much longer i can deal with this and remain sane. yes, even though i should not have done so, i went into your car and took the brand new bottle that was inside. you had already finished off one bottle and if you are going to drink tomorrow, then you will have to make another trip to the liquor store. it is ridiculous that i am buffering you, once again, by taking the bottle. i currently have two full and unopened bottles that i have take from you. if i keep this up, i will run out of purses in which to stash them. you will always be an alcoholic, i know that. if you ever get sober there will not be one day that you do not wake up and wish to have a drink, i know that too. i also know that if you ever get sober, you could have several years of sobriety and then fall off the wagon. hopefully to hop back on again. i would relish that opportunity.


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